About Me

I started drinking everynight when I was in my early 20's. I didn't start drinking in the daytime until my early 30's. I'm now a couple years into drinking all day long-from morning to night. No one knows, not even my Husband. I hide it constantly. It's exhausting trying to cover my tracks. I'm writing this blog to see how much I actually drink.

Saturday 8 October 2011

Ate a little dinner and had a few glasses of wine. I love dinner time. It's when I can drink freely and I don't have to hide just how tipsy I am.
Time for dinner when my Husband joins me for a couple glasses of wine so now I can really start to get my drink on without hiding it!

Cont...

Cleaning's done and husband's going to be home in about an hour. Just enough time to have a couple of beers, fix myself up and get dinner going.

Good Afternoon

I was able to sleep a few more hours. I'll have a couple glasses of wine and then clean up a bit. This way I can feel pretty good but I won't get too drunk yet. I need to eat a little something too.

Good Morning

Well it's 10am, I feel like shit. Nothing a couple glasses of wine won't cure. I use the hair of the dog (drinking more booze to get over a hangover) technique to get over my hangovers. And I'm always hungover. I will pour 2 glasses of wine in my coffee thermos and drink it quickly. I don't have to go anywhere today so I'll have to pace myself throughout the day so I'm not too hammered by the time my husband gets home. Wine slammed, feel a little better. Time to try to sleep this hangover off for a couple more hours.

Bedtime

It's late, I lost count how much I've had to drink today. If I had to guess I would say about 4 bottles of wine but it's probably more like 5. I've reached my peak so I can finally go to bed. I'll have to get up in a couple of hours before the shakes set in. Hope I don't feel too shitty tomorrow. Tomorrow is when I can really start to guage my drinking. Goodnight.

Good Evening

I'm a girl. I'm an alcoholic. It's a secret. Let's keep it that way.